Help! It is a silent scream that comes from inside that longs to go out and does not know how. It seems like if was imprisoned in strong ropes, fighting, persistently, for independence. I do not know if I am the guard of it, or if is fear that keeps both of us.
\nI do not recognize me, because somewhere on this journey, I\u2019ve lost track to whom I\u2019ve always been, and find myself in a double, siamese body, arguing constantly, invisible to the eyes of others.
\nMy past is glued on to me. Loosen it obliges to a long, taken care intervention, since any handling is open to complications.
\nThey say that surgery is divided in three phases: separation of the tissues, stopping the bleeding and closure the tissues. I am simultaneously in the first and in the second phase, unable to stop the haemorrhage. I attribute this continuous spilling to a defective separation, to the anxiety from the one that waits, aiming to taking me home and to the insistence of life, others and perhaps mine, by refusing loneliness like a period of convalescence demands. But above all, I owe it, essentially, to the lack of character and determination in accepting the beginning of a new life.
\nThe conscience of these factors, it is not, however, sufficient for closing the tissues. Time is the only antiseptic able to cure.
\nSo, I keep on bleeding, while tomorrow doesn\u2019t come, feeling weaker each day, assisting to the supplication of my past, at the same time, that I listen to the appeal of a new start.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Help! It is a silent scream that comes from inside that longs to go out and does not know how. It seems like if was imprisoned in strong ropes, fighting, persistently, for independence. I do not know if I am the guard of it, or if is fear that keeps both of us. I do not recognize me, because somewhere on this journey, I\u2019ve lost track to whom I\u2019ve always been, and find myself in a double, siamese body, arguing constantly, invisible to the eyes of others. My past is glued on to me. Loosen it obliges to a long, taken care intervention, since any handling is open to complications. They say that surgery is divided in three phases: separation of the tissues, stopping the bleeding and closure the tissues. I am simultaneously in the […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/735"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=735"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/735\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=735"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=735"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alforria.pt\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=735"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}